I know it’s silly to some. That, a relationship status on FB is silly, that it was nothing. Well, to some, it means something. Me, for instance. I took it down today. I finally did it, though we’ve been apart for more than a week now. I had to, I know I had to let go since he didn’t want it anymore. Thank you, for being such a beautiful companion, a wonderful friend and a great lover. What we had can never be replaced, and I’ll always love you.
Time that I learn the phrase, “Some things just aren’t meant to be”. I was naive enough to think that you were ‘The One’. I guess I was just like any other girl who fell into this trap. I trusted you, with everything that I had. Yes, I did some mistakes but I did not deserve the kind of pain that I went through. Not after what I’ve done for you. Not after how much I’ve sacrificed for you, not after how much I’ve loved you. You single-handedly betrayed whatever we had, and turned you back against me. Yes, we’re still friends. But lets face it. It’s not real. Ever watched Hachiko? Remember when Richard Gere’s daughter brought her boyfriend home to meet Gere and the boyfriend was trying hard to impress him by going on and on about music? Gere interrupted him and asked, “Do you love my daughter?” And he said, “Yes”. Gere replied, “Try to remember that on the bad days”.
That was what I always did. Held on to the fact that we loved each other no matter what happens. That we’ll brave through everything because I BELIEVED in the love we had. That it was something special, something sacred, something you and I have together, and something that nobody else could have. It was something that belonged to us. And, it’s all gone, because you did not ‘remember the love we had during the bad days’.
What happened between us was not irreversible. But you made it look that way. Why are you so cruel?
At some point, you have to learn how to let go. Yes, it’s painful, but you have to learn. This has got to be one of the roughest patch in my life. And like everyone else, I’m trying and learning. No one said it was easy. But I will try. For my family, I will. I have to. Why are you so cruel?