3 more weeks, 21 more days. And there goes. The mornings are the worst cuz I’ll think to myself, “it’s one day closer till it happens..”. And my day just goes downhill from there.

Friends have been urging me to let it out, but I think otherwise. Maybe it’s because of the character of the recipient that somehow discourages me. What happens if I let it out? Will I lose a friend? Will I even lose the chance of keeping in touch?

I keep asking myself a ton of questions everyday as to whether or not I should just let it all out. I keep weighing the pros and cons over and over again and at the end of the day, I come back to square one again. Without an answer.

Talked to M earlier about the matter and he actually encouraged me to go ahead with it. Alas, he doesn’t know who the recipient is. If he knew, he might have agreed with me to stay quiet about it. But why am I so discouraged you may ask? Haha, that’s for me to know.

After several hundreds of stiches, I asked myself, “Do you still want to do this?”. S and C have been telling me to just do it, get it over and done with. S even said that if he doesn’t want it, she’ll gladly take it off my hands. Haha. And C told me, “I’ll tie you up if I have to”. Such amazing friends I have. (:

At this point, you might have guessed what I have been ranting and wailing about. Well if you do, perhaps you can understand what this feels like to endure such torture and if you don’t, well, well and fine.

Done for the day.

Hey people, in case you come across this, I’ll be in Korea from the 14th till the 20th. See you guys real soon! Have a Merry Christmas everyone.

Much love,
Mich.

I want, this. I really REALLY want this.

It’s the Medium white coloured Gucci ”Joy” Boston bag with brown trimmings. *SALIVATES* I saw another one, with silver trimmings but didn’t quite like it. I thought brown really makes the bag stand out. Silver reminded me of some ’space’ bag. Wtf. I never had a liking for silver coloured things anyways (except for make-up).

I WANT THE GUCCI BAG!!!! Sigh.

It’s a night out with the girlies later!

Much love,

Mich.

Deadlines are up, clients are ringing our phones whilst slicing our arses off and words of “fucks” are shot all over the atmosphere. Even cigarettes can’t calm them (my colleagues) down right now. I love my office. Wtf. Zzz.

Help me escape!

Love,

Mich.

*cues dead-tone by bedside patient monitor. wtf*

I’m currently at the office, blog hopping. Yes, as I’ve told many of my friends, they kinda pay me to Facebook and blog. Oh Lord, please do not let Aunty Li Ming see this (she’s my boss). Wtf.

I know many of you have missed me and yes, I’m gonna start blogging again. Blog hopping has made me realized how much I miss doing this. We’ll see how long this will last. Haha.

Life hasn’t changed much since I last blogged (I think). I’m currently trying to sort of tons of pictures from my camera to recall whatever crap that I’ve been up to. Up till today, my dear Uncle Tony has still been bugging me to blog about my trip to PD for the Tiesto rave/ Freedom ‘08 which was waaaay back in May! Haha. Patience Uncle Tony, patience.

I guess this post should be all words since I’m at work and there aren’t any pictures with me.

Yes, my birthday was last month. Considering that  I never have a habit of publishing my birthday on Facebook, I was pretty bumped when certain people didn’t wish me. Humph! (And yes, this includes you Dominic Cheah!)

But on the brighter side of things, I had an awesome celebration with my uni mates and of course, the day after, my two precious gems came home from Australia.

How I spent my birthday this year? Hmm, pretty miserable if you ask me. One of the worst in fact. The night before (the 14th), came home at around 3-ish in the morning. Slept all the way till freaking 4pm, and well, the best part of the day was probably watching Madagascar 2 with Josh at night and had our long overdue chit-chat/catch up session afterwards.

My upcoming agenda would probably be summer school and Christmas. Sadly, I think that someone/something has robbed me of my Christmas mood. :’( Usually, this is the part of the year that I look most forward to but this time round, nothing!! Double sobs. But the best part of this month is probably our family holiday. Gosh, like, 20 of us will be travelling together to freezing Korea! I CAN’T WAIT TO FREAKING SHOP!!!!!

I’ll be blogging again soon, since I’ve got nothing to do at the office. Leaving for lunch now. Toodles!

Love,

Mich.

I would shout out your name so it echoes in every room.. I would.

Wtf. Haha. That’s Teddy Geiger’s old oldddd song, “For You I Will”. But it always gets stuck in my head whenever I listen to it.

It’s been about a month since I last blogged. Why you may ask. Was it procrastination? Was it the constant pestering from friends? Or was I just plain lazy? I don’t know really.

Elections have begun. This is much tougher than I thought it would be. It’s like you’re being challenged in every aspect that you can imagine. The toughest thing for me is probably to put our friendship to the test. There were several nights when I got home, I would just shower and then snuggle up under my quilt thinking, “What tomorrow’s ‘test’ is gonna be like..” or maybe.. “How much more of this can I take?..” Really, this is taking a toll on me.

We only have two more days till it all comes to an end. But will we lose our friendship in the process? Not just because of the elections but also because you’ve discovered that you click more with your ‘new friends’ compared to us. That question keeps running through my mind like a broken record.

I’ve never missed you so much Sue and Yee Leng. If I could, I’d fly over there to be with you guys.

And thanks WC, Sue and TY for listening to me rant. (:

2 more days, Michelle. Don’t just give it all up.

Much love,

Mich.

Yes yes yes, I will blog soon. I’m pretty busy nowadays so, chill! Will blog soon will blog soon. My birthday wishes to Rachelle Tan! (:

Love,

Mich.

I just got home from a long and tiring trip. Will blog about it, hopefully by tonight if Streamyx allows me to do so. Ta!
Love,

Mich.

Yes, TBTB is too busy too blog for the slow ones. Picked up the linguo from Xiaxue’s blog.

At the moment, it’s almost 3 PM and I’m supposed to be at Pyramid getting a friend’s birthday present. I’m superbly busy these couple of weeks, thus, the lack of updates. Tomorrow (at freaking 7 am), I’ll be heading to Penang with my family and also Annie’s aaaand also my grandparents in conjunction with St. Anne’s feast. Will be back on Sunday. And you wish that I’ll update this thing when I’m back don’t you? I wish I could to. I’d be having back to back classes on Monday starting from 9 AM right up till 5 PM! And, I’ll be working on Tuesday till the following Sunday (9 AM till 10.30 PM can? Sobs). I’ll try to blog in between if I do have the time. Probably some one-liners.

I promise that I’ll put up my Redang pictures asap!

Oh yes, Happy Birthday Wai Chien! Hope you’ll have a great one.

Love love love,

Mich.